Tuesday, October 10, 2006


Blogging has sort of become my hobby. Mmm…not bad. At least it would save me the amount I yearly spend on diaries. I enjoy and love reading the diaries I have written before; at times they seem too silly to be true. However it’s nice to get in touch with the emotions I experienced in past situations; although the situation elicits a very different emotion/reaction in me now….but I love the innocence, the naive ness in me then….5 years down the lane, when I turn back and read this, maybe ill have similar feelings...Hehehe

Another good thing is ill be able to get myself in the reach of farther generations. my diaries will hardly last till my children’s generation ;-)…but blogs will surely get to my great great grandchildren. They’ll know how their great great grandmother was and a bond of familiarity will be maintained with my “Blood-lings” much after I’m gone…hehehe…sounds silly, huh???

Yep!!!My silly evaluations of the past, silly visions of the unseen future ….and the seemingly sane present.........

Best Friends

Mmm…a very touchy issue. I make myself to get into that part of my memories; and I’ll ruin my mood for the entire week. So I abort my thoughts here itself.

I’ll get back to the topic when am in such a good emotional state that nothing would take me downhill the slope…

See, this is the disadvantage of being an emotional fool!!!

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Missing Old Days!!!

This is the first time in my life that I haven’t kept my Books for saraswati pooja…..so much to study and a seminar to be conducted on Tuesday, I can’t afford to lose 2 days of study time……but I miss my pooja holidays…..when I look back, pooja holidays were so beautiful, but when I try looking into the future pooja holidays seem blank….would I be able to keep Books on pooja next year? Would time allow that? Or is this part of the year never gonna give me those carefree 2 days of frolic ever again, unlike yester years???

Childhood, I miss you!!!


Birthdays used to seem so important when I was a kid……now they seem so much like an ordinary day…as a kid I used to start counting the days left for my birthday from mid-august itself…now, I don’t feel the excitement even on 21st eve….never mind…till now, my 18th,20th and 21st(the one I celebrated last month) are the best…my 18th bday was in Bangalore with my hostel mates and sister & jijaji…20th Bday in a camp in Army area,Pangode(tvm)….and this last bday in my home and in college with the best people in my life…..best people who I know will be with me throughout my life…..next Bday I might be physically away from them….but ill be in their hearts just as they will be in mine…I might never again have a Bday like the one I just had…but I hope for the sake of that day of the year ,I commit no mistake to hurt the feelings of my loved ones, commit no mistake that they wont be able to forgive, commit no mistake that would shatter my self-love or self-esteem…….

Anyway, that entire aside…this year’s Bday-22 September 2006 was in all sense a HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!